Wednesday, November 23, 2016

Getting Dressed Every Day: The Struggle is Real

I've talked before about how I used to kinda sorta judge stay-at-home moms who stayed in their sweats all day and talked about how it was such a struggle to get dressed. At the time, I was a full-time teacher who needed to dress somewhat professionally every weekday, so it was no problem for me to put some effort into what I looked like every day.

Plus, I was also going through a bit of a "style revolution" at the time (mostly thanks to my reading WAAAAAY too many fashion blogs and magazines), and I enjoyed coming up with different clothing combinations and pushing my style comfort limit just a little more day by day.

When I became pregnant with Raven, my love of style and getting dressed in "real clothes" every day started to seriously wane by the end of the second trimester. I was quickly outgrowing every piece of clothing I had (AND that I'd bought for the pregnancy), and seemingly every piece of clothing I put on my body felt uncomfortable. One of the (many) reasons I looked forward to giving birth already was so that I could finally stop feeling like a stuffed sausage in everything I put on.

Well, the postpartum body blues hit me harder than I thought they would (mostly because the weight didn't come off as fast as I thought it would, despite my best efforts, and also because the AI disease diagnosis seriously threw a wrench in EVERYTHING to do with my body image due to the weight retention of the medication).

All of this is to say that even though I was still teaching at the time, the zest for getting ready every day had all but disappeared, and even though I still forced myself to do it, I hardly ever put in one iota more of effort than I absolutely had to (which translated to me looking pretty frumpy a lot of the time).

And now, being a full-time SAHM, my attitude towards getting dressed unfortunately hasn't changed too much. I consider it a serious accomplishment if I am dressed and ready for the day before noon (and on some days, it's a serious accomplishment if I get ready at all), and I feel like I rarely put serious effort into what I look like.

Part of that reluctance to get dressed is because we don't leave the house that often (and there are usually about half the days in the week when we don't leave the apartment or apartment complex's grassy area at all).  The other reluctance comes because I still haven't found pants that are truly very comfortable since giving birth that actually look good. Sure, I've bought myself about four pairs of pants postpartum, but none seem to fit right and about half aren't really too comfortable at all.

So the self-defeating thinking that starts creeping in when I get ready and feel like I don't look as good as I used to anyway makes the whole thing feels rather futile, and I stop getting ready for the day, which only feeds the beast that says that I'm just not as attractive as I used to be.

I've been thinking a lot lately about my new year's resolutions for next year. (I mean, of course I have--this is me we're talking about here). And after reading an interview with a blogger I've long admired about some of her philosophies about mothering, I felt a bit convicted--

When asked what advice she would give to new moms (she's a mom of four), she said:

Our culture will tell her she can sit in her sweatpants all day watching TV, forgetting to brush her teeth, and letting Elmo babysit, (those things all have their time and place – believe me!) but I’d tell her that motherhood can and should be an intentional position of leadership. Being a mom is like being a guide. We show our kids what to value, where to spend their time, and how to take care of themselves and their surroundings by what we model. Yes, motherhood will be all of things people tell you it is – messy, full of mistakes, and selfless – but after you’ve gone to the bathroom and had a good cry about that, tell yourself that it is not an excuse to just survive every day. Create good, intentional habits in your home. These don’t have to be Pinterest-mom-perfect. I’m talking a Word document with some chores printed out and stuck to the refrigerator. Or a ritual of nightly prayers with your kids. Or family dinners (we love pancake night!) at 6. But be intentional.

I felt a big smack in the face--

How much of my mothering since staying at home had seemed like "just surviving"? And how much had staying in pajamas all day and not bothering to take care of myself half the time contributed to that feeling?
I've been thinking a lot lately about that. About what being intentional looks like for me.

And I realized that I want my daughter to take care of herself--to take pride in her appearance every day (not in a vain way, naturally, but in a "I know my value and I want to put my best face forward" kind of way).

But how on earth will she learn to do that if I don't model it first?

So it looks like one of my new year's resolutions for 2017 will be about getting dressed every day, in real clothes, in an intentional way (and earlier than noon).

It seems silly, really.

But I think it's what I need now, funnily enough.

Other moms---do you struggle getting dressed every day? How do you beat back the tendency to just lounge in sweats or yoga pants all day? Do you even try?

All thoughts welcome here!


  1. yes a lot of days i still struggle with getting 'dressed'. i kind of think it's a good thing in this aspect that i still work part time because that's 3 days a week i have to get dressed ha. but seriously, some days i still feel awesome heading to the store or the park in my leggings and at least a cute (but casual) tshirt or sweater, but some days i know i just have to pull out some jeans or even a dress/skirt (usually dress - they're more comfy ha!) and put some make up on (more than just a swipe of mascara). it does feel good to get 'ready'. don't get me wrong, i for sure stay in sweats and a hoodie some days when i know we're not going anywhere and i just have loads of laundry and dishes to wash. but it does make a difference when i put some effort in. also - stuffed sausage...that is EXACTLY the perfect description for what it feels like!

    ps - i bought a pair of jeans sort of on a whim (never had that brand before or even heard of it actually) after i had gracie. i wore them so much i wore holes in them and by the time i was a few months postpartum with lola, i went out and bought another pair of the exact same jean. i loved them that much. they aren't cheap - on sale, i got them for $60. but that just shows again how much i loved them and was happy to invest in them. email or text me and i'll give you the deets :)

  2. Love this post. And especially that quote. I feel like a lot of the things I read about motherhood on the internet make motherhood seem like a hurricane and that it should feel normal to be just trying to keep up all the time. While that is somewhat true, I refuse to accept that life! And as much as I don't care about clothes or style that much, I have found that getting dressed and ready every day makes a huge difference. Even right after I had Gavin I could not wait to wear jeans and a real bra again. I had so many friends tell me I would barely get dressed or shower with a newborn, but I made it a point to shower every day and get dressed. Usually it is just a t-shirt and jeans with a pony tail but I feel like at least I am ready for the day, at least I did that one thing. I like the idea of being purposeful with my day, or at least tying to. Otherwise I feel like I start losing myself.

  3. This is a great post (and I love your outfit!).

    I work FT so I've always had to get dressed but I've always been a sweatpants girl on all my days off. Regardless, I haven't been dressing my body well. I've never been into style and have always dressed pretty frumpy. Recently, I had a revelation myself and decided I needed to dress in clothes that I like and that I find flattering. It's definitely giving me some confidence back.


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